is how I currently feel about almost everything, including the naggy sense that I'm forgetting things, and then the confirmation that I have indeed forgotten things. The way everything is a big surprise, whoops, right! that deadline isn't going to meet itself! And so on, until I find I can't quite get to sleep at all, and then the end of the day is dark before it's supposed to be dark, plus that wind just whipping like mad all night long?
And then I come home to this beautiful reminder of loveliness: