go shopping. eat potato chips. sleep longer. be just a little younger. sit out in the autumn light. make jam. write. finish reading my book and start another. stay home. hold the baby. watch a movie. clean out my study, actually. walk the dog. take a nap. let someone else do it. sew some skirts. paint. write. listen to music. sit for a long, long, long time, and then maybe lie down. ride my bike.